System Notes

🍓 We are discovering more about our system every day as we get older - there may be alters that WERE here but are not anymore. As we are unsure if they were actually parts, fragments, or just a delusion.
Thank you for understanding.🍓 Fictives will have their own category unless they're frequent fronters, just so it's organized
🍓 "EP" means "Emotional Part" and "ANP" means "Apparently Normal Part"
🍓 Emojis mean who is fronting on our Discord Status, ex:
"f: 🌟"

👑 Jude | Noctis

Emoji: 👑👑 Transmasc Genderfluid
👑 Pronouns: ANY
He/It/They/She
👑 Aegosexual / Demiromantic
👑 2-26 yrs (Age Slider/Age Regressor)Often feels small - why do you think we're here?👑 Previous Host, Trauma Holder
👑 Formed: 2010-2011Jude is the main host of the system, he has been host for a very long time. They also hold trauma and memories since our other part Shaun, integrated/temporarily fused with him.
She handles with making us look NORMAL. As we can...be....They can just handle being out longer than us.* Jude has currently gone dormant temporarily👑 EP

🌙 Cress

Emoji: 🌙🌙 Transmasc Genderfluid
🌙 Any pronouns
(He/They/She)
🌙 Pansexual
🌙 23 yrs
🌙 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🌙 Protector/Host??
🌙 Formed: June 3, 2022Cress was our first and only OC fictive that we were aware of, at the time.
They started out kind of lost in life because of this. Where expectations of being accurate to their source were only on his mind.It took some time, but she learned to love life and is still accepting that they don't have to live to unrealistic expectations.
Cress mostly acts a voice of reason to the system during or after times of stress.
They follow logic and their empathy towards other people.Cress is also a voice of reason to their partners; Mayhem and Calli.
He's also just more carefree and has that childish whimsy that cheers us up when we need it.
They're also mostly the keeper of knowledge of our DND character they're sourced from.Cress is a fictional introject/fictive of our DND OC; Crescent/Cres.*Cress is our temporary host??🌙 Taken to Mayhem and Calli from our system.
🌙 ANP

💚 Calli

Emoji:💚 Transwoman
💚 She/He
💚 Pan or Bi, I like both but mostly women <3
💚 Old Enough.
💚 Fictive/Fictional Introject
💚 Protector/Caretaker/Anger Holder
💚 Formed: December 22, 2022Calli started out by not wanting to do ANYTHING with the system. To; being the most important part in our system.She forms from Mayhem and mostly holds all of our anger. Calli is more determined to keep boundaries, and her priorities are:
Look out for the system first.
Any other relations come after.Holding all this anger and believing she is above all else gives him power. Which is currently needed to prevent from "being used".Calli is a fictional introject/fictive of our bestie's DND OC...
But she has grown from that, but never forget your roots. (Source)
She's Chappell Roan now.💚 Taken to Cress and Mayhem from our system.
💚 EP

🩸 Mayhem

Emoji:🩸🩸 This Thing
🩸 any pronouns
🩸 I like everyone!
🩸 Ages with the body
🩸 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🩸 Protector/Emotional Blocker
🩸 Formed: December 20, 2021Mayhem formed during a stressful time in our life along with Jude "manifesting" Midori YTTD for the fun of it.
He started out as just a part that smokes but has grown into a protector.They lack empathy towards outside people, and are sorta there to take on the heavy emotions by not feeling any of it, or having any attachment to it.
He views himself as a doll more than a human, and takes interest in learning how humans work.Mayhem is a fictional introject/fictive of Midori/Sou Hiyori from Your Turn To Die/YTTD.🩸 Taken to Keke, Cress, and Calli from our system.
🩸 ANP

💜 Keke

Emoji: 💜💜 Transwoman
💜 She/Her , They/Them
💜 Bisexual / Poly
💜 20-23 yrs (Age Slider)
💜 Fictive/Fictional Introject
💜 sorta Gatekeeper of memories
💜 Formed: June 20, 2018Keke has been around for 6 years since finding out we were a system. She has had a long journey of discovery and healing.
She use to be more active in the system but has now taken a step back, and occasionally comes around.She is a fictional introject/fictive of Kokichi Ouma from Danganronpa V3.💜 Taken to Shylo and Mayhem from our system. (But she is open to more partners)
💜 ANP

🥑 Taro

Emoji: 🥑🥑 Cis Male
🥑 He/Him
🥑 Gay
🥑 24 yrs
🥑 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🥑 Protector/Caretaker
🥑 Formed: August 9, 2019Taro is the third caretaker for our littles, but he also takes care of the host when he regresses. Taro is mainly a protector as well, as Kai goes dormant for a long time.
Taro is mainly quiet and mostly stays inside as our system has changed. Though, he occassionally comes and goes.He is a fictional introject/fictive of Rantaro Amami from Danganronpa V3.Taro is very laid-back and gets along with almost about anyone.🥑 Taken to Aiden from our system.
🥑 ANP

🚬 Aiden

Emoji: 🚬🚬 Cis Male
🚬 He/Him
🚬 Bisexual
🚬 27 yrs
🚬 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🚬 Persecutor/Protector
🚬 Formed: August 9, 2019Aiden claims not to be a bad guy, and he really isn't. He only harms the body by having a cigarette addiction.
He copes by lighting one.
Aiden is good at concealing his true emotions, which may be why he was made.
He now is like Taro; he comes and goes.Aiden is a fictional introject/fictive of Tohru Adachi from Persona 4.🚬 Taken to Taro from our system.
🚬 EP

🪚 Donnie

Emoji: 🪚🪚 Cis Male
🪚 He/Him
🪚 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🪚 Unknown Role
🪚 Formed: January 6, 2023Donnie is a kind of a goofy dude, he's much like his source with not having much goals in life. He's more contempt with having a roof over his head, has some good food and can indulge in himself.He's also not entirely human; having dog ears and a tail in the headspace. Donnie also REALLY loves dogs; loves playing with them, walking em, etc. He cares for em a lot.
(He also gets urges to bark whenever dogs bark- LOTS of restraint for him sdkjfh)Donnie is a fictional introject/fictive of Denji from Chainsaw Man🪚 ANP (?)

⚰️ The Professor

Emoji: ⚰️⚰️ The Professor/Prof/Doc
⚰️ Male
⚰️ It/Its , They/Them , He/Him
⚰️ Aroace
⚰️ Dead. He's old.
⚰️ System Inner-Therapist
⚰️ Formed: September 21, 2021The Professor feels he is here to provide therapy to those parts/alters that are more inside. The parts that have less communication and interaction with those in the front.
It claims to have a past life, before he died, and was a successful Doctor/Professor/Therapist. They often change their story but it's all the same in it's head.Prof takes interest in other people and their psychology.⚰️ ?

🌕 Zane

Emoji: 🌕🌕 Cis Male
🌕 He/Him , They/Them, It/Its
🌕 Unknown Age (Said to be 1000 yrs old)
🌕 Gatekeeper, Protector, ISH
🌕 Formed: 2001Zane says he has been with the host for a long time, from when the body was 3-4 yrs old. He is very spiritual and deeply connected with the stars/space/the moon. He is said to live up there, and he does in our inner world.
He is a dragon the looks after the whole system, guiding everyone.Zane mainly holds a lot of old memories and feelings, which is why they hide away from everyone.🌕 EP

🎻 Allen

Emoji: 🎻🎻 Cis Male
🎻 He/Him
🎻 Gay
🎻 40 yrs
🎻 Caretaker, ISH
🎻 Formed: July 4, 2018Allen is one of the two caretakers that take care of the littles inside, alongside with his husband. He suffers from anxiety but tries to think more logically. He's also very organized and tidy. Allen does all of the work inside and doesn't like to front.Allen comes and goes when he feels things are out of order.🎻 Taken/Married to Kamron from our system.
🎻 ANP

🐲 Kamron

Emoji: 🐲🐲 Cis Male
🐲 He/Him
🐲 Gay
🐲 39 yrs
🐲 Caretaker, ISH
🐲 Formed: July 4, 2018Kamron is the second caretaker of our littles, alongside with Allen. Kam is half-dragon and half-human, his face-claim is accurate except he has dragon features. Such as; horns, claws and a tail.
He is more of an optimist and gets along with the littles perfectly, he's also there to help with Allen's anxiety. Kamron prefers to be an internal helper.🐲 Taken/Married to Allen from our system
🐲 ANP

🥀Leon

Emoji: 🥀🥀 Non-binary
🥀 They/Them , He/Him
🥀 14 yrs
🥀 Middle/Previous Emotional Blocker
🥀 Formed: October 20, 2018Leon is a very quiet one, often comes out only after stressful events and no one else is available.
They are kind of emotionless but they're actually growing and starting to recognize that they do have emotions.
They are you typical "emo" and likes it.🥀 EP

🦚 Jay

Emoji: 🦚🦚 Cis Male
🦚 He/Him
🦚 Pansexual
🦚 20 yrs
🦚 Social Alter / Sexual Alter??
🦚 Formed: March 2015We didn't know Jay was a separate alter from Jude for a long time. He went by the same name as him, and thought he was the host as well.
Jay now just comes and go as he pleases, usually to flirt and then leaves. Jay is more interested in our love life more than anyone is.
Other than that, not much is known about himJay was made during our teens when we wanted to be more confident. Therefore made a sona and molded our personality to this confident sona.
Turns out he's just a part, and no one knew.🦚 ANP

🐺 Devon

Emoji: 🐺🐺 Cis Male
🐺 He/Him
🐺 Asexual
🐺 27 yrs
🐺 Protector
🐺 Formed: 2008-2010Devon is one of the long time protectors that has been dormant until 2019/2020.
They are a werewolf that is mostly in wolf form as he feels more comfortable in it.
He is more active at night and will come out if no one else is available, he seems naive to social media.Devon used to talk in 3rd person when he first came back; but has now speaks regularly.🐺 ANP

🐮 Bessie

Emoji: 🐮🐮 Cis Female
🐮 She/Her
🐮 Sexual Alter
🐮 Formed: April 7, 2023Randall, there is a cow in the headspace.
Don't fucking laugh.Bessie is an anthropomorphic cow that formed to express our more weird sexual kinks.
We rather not disclose more. But the kink is harmless.She expresses her desires in private and around others online who are also interested. Bessie is described as carefree.
Despite being a sexual alter, she understands when it's appropriate to indulge in her desires.Aka: SHE'S NOT A CREEP.
Just a cow.🐮 ANP

🔱 Shaun

Emoji: 🔱🔱 Cis Male
🔱 He/Him
🔱 Gayass
🔱 17-22 yrs (Age Slider)
🔱 Former Persecutor, Now: Protector
🔱 Formed: 2008-2009 or even older....Shaun is one of the first alters the host was aware of and has been around for awhile protecting the host. He has presented himself to be the "monster" in the system but has learned better ways to deal with his pain that he holds.
Shaun is pretty much chill now and very clingy to the host.He's not around much than he has been for years, only really appears for Jude.🔱 Taken to Jude
🔱 EP

• The Hell System

Fictives/Fictional Introjects

What are fictives/fictional introjects?"Fictional introjects, also called fictives, are alters that are based off of fictional people or characters."🍓We hyperfixate a lot and therefore have formed more fictional introjects.
🍓Please don't mention their source unless you ask them if it's okay, some of them do not like to discuss their source.
🍓Treat them like a human, they're not just "your fav character" , they're people with real emotions. Just don't be weird to them.
🍓Don't compare them to their source character as well.
🍓Fictional Introjects/Fictives can change their appearance, sometimes not! Though we believe source separation is important for our healing journey.

💖 Proxy

Emoji: 💖💖 Cis Female
💖 She/Her
💖 24 yrs
💖 OC Fictive/Fictional Introject
💖 Intrusive Ideation Holder (?)
💖 Formed: May 23, 2023Proxy is an OC Fictive/Fictional Introject from my OC; The Proxy Star/Proxy.Proxy seems to hold one of our darker intrusive thoughts, she's aware these thoughts are wrong and would never act on them.She enjoys a good drink and enjoys being out in front, even if we are doing chores. She cares little for other people in our lives, unless they bring attention to HER.Quite the loner but also doesn't mind the company is if it's handed to her.💖 ANP

⛓ Chain

Emoji: ⛓⛓ Cis Female (?)
⛓ She/He
⛓ 21 yrs
⛓ Fictive/Fictional Introject
⛓ The Drinker...
⛓ Formed: March 26, 2021Chain occasionally comes around, but mainly to drink for us. She seems to resemble to how we were in our early college years.
He's very good at drinking and chugging some alcohol. Doesn't really like beer, but that's to be determined if that will change.She's taken a liking to Proxy, they seem to be friends!Chain is a fictive/fictional introject of Chain Sumeragi from Kekkai Sensen.I am very good at hiding and drinking. -Chain⛓ ANP

🐢 Meruem

Emoji: 🐢
(This is so awkward....sorry for stealing THE emoji -Jude)🐢 Male
🐢 He/Him
🐢 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🐢 Unknown Role, but provides new perspectives and curiosity towards the world
🐢 Formed: August 21, 2022Meruem claims to have memory of not having a grasp on his identity until he saw his source and decided that was the character he wanted to identify with.He is teaching the host about how fictives/fictional introjects can be different from their source. But since Meruem is also non-human, he seems fascinated in learning about them more through the host. And giving a different perspective to things.
The really big thing that Meruem took from his source was "The strong must protect the weak"
Guess he may be a protector? We don't know yet.Meruem is a fictive/fictional introject of Meruem from Hunter x Hunter🐢 ANP (?)

🪷 Dion

Emoji: 🪷🪷 Cis Male
🪷 He/It
🪷 OLD HE'S A DEMON KJFHJSJ
🪷 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🪷 Unknown Role
🪷 Formed: June 25, 2023UH OH, HERE HE COMES.Dion is sort of disappointed that he is no longer a demon and having a "perfect" body. But is aware of his situation and accepts it.Not much else is known about him, he just likes vibing around and witness other people. We suppose he does take interest in being human again.
(We're unsure if he's apart of Mayhem's system or not)It is a fictive/fictional introject of Douma from Demon Slayer.🪷 ANP

🅰️Adam

Emoji: 🅰️🅰️ Cis Male
🅰️ He/Him
🅰️ Straight
🅰️ Idk man, he's old
🅰️ Fictive/Fictional Introject
🅰️Unknown Role
🅰️Formed: February 29, 2024 (Omg leap year...)Adam came out of nowhere when we were stressed in the city, alongside dealing with father issues.
ANOTHER confident/cocky part (why do we need so many??) , but is mostly carefree and feels he's entitled to do whatever he likes.He is a fictive/fictional introject of Adam from Hazbin Hotel.🅰️ANP

🎵 Kadie

Emoji: 🎵🎵 Cis Female
🎵 She/Her
🎵 Lesbian
🎵 19 yrs
🎵 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🎵 Inner Caretaker
🎵 Formed: June 5, 2019Kadie's role is that she is the main caretaker of her group. Which only has Leon, but we don't know anything else about it.
She is very sweet and caring about her group and to others as well!She is a fictive/fictional introject of Kaede Akamatsu from Danganronpa V3.🎵 ANP

🔎 Shylo

Emoji: 🔎🔎 Cis Male
🔎 He/Him
🔎 Bisexual / Poly
🔎 22 yrs
🔎 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🔎 ISH
🔎 Formed: September 24, 2019Shylo arrived and integrated/fused with our past alter, Keith. He seems to be another inside helper as he is too overwhelmed with the outside world..
But is content with just helping Keke and Mayhem around.Shylo is a fictive/fictional introject of Shuichi Saihara from Danganronpa V3.🔎 Taken to Keke from our system
🔎 EP

🔪 Merci

Emoji: 🔪🔪 Cis Female (?)
🔪 She/Her , It/Its
🔪 26 yrs
🔪 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🔪 Physical Protector
🔪 Formed: October 14, 2020Merci formed as more of a physical protector for the system, she is quiet about her existence in the system. It took some time for her to come forward.But now only comes around if she feels we are being physically threatened. And will plan ahead in case we are attacked.Merci is a fictive/fictional introject of Maki Harukawa from Danganronpa V3.🔪 ANP

🕯️ Sage

Emoji:🕯️🕯️ Cis Male (?)
🕯️ He/Him , They/Them , It/Its
🕯️ 24 yrs
🕯️ Fictive/Fictional Introject
🕯️ Unknown Role
🕯️ Formed: December 2021Sage is very fascinated by being apart of the system.
Not much is known about Sage except he will join in on the discussion of human beings and their behaviours with Mayhem and The Proff. Sometimes he will leave "fun facts" from time to time to the host.Sage is a fictive/fictional introject of Korekiyo Shinguuji from Danganronpa V3.🕯️ ?

🐉 Lio

Emoji: 🐉🐉 Male/Non-Binary
🐉 He/Him, They/Them
🐉 Bisexual
🐉 30 yrs
🐉 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🐉 Protector (?) / Inner Helper
🐉 Formed: July 24th, 2020Lio not afraid to speak his mind and can't really read on social cues. They still are very polite and kind towards new people.
He will tend to annoy you until you get things done. Lio believes in you gotta be determine if you set your mind on achieving something.They couldn't really handle being in front, so we believe they've now found their place inside.They are a fictive/fictional introject of Lio Fotia from Promare.🐉 ANP

🍕 Galo

Emoji: 🍕🍕 Cis Male (?)
🍕 He/Him
🍕 Gay
🍕 26 yrs
🍕 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🍕 Inner Helper
🍕 Formed: August 7, 2020We don't know much about him other than he hangs with Lio in the innerworld.
Maybe he is helping them out, we suspect they're both assisting those who stay inside as well.He is a fictive/fictional introject of Galo Thymos from Promare.🍕 ANP

💀 Grimm

Emoji: 💀💀 Cis Male
💀 He/Him , It/Its
💀 Unknown Age (Might be Ageless)
💀 Fictive/Fictional Introject
💀 Anger Holder
💀 Formed: 2011-2012Grimm has always been around but was hiding for a long time, and decided to come out after Shaun temporarily fused with the host.
He rather not say why, but he is still trying to get use to being in a system.
Grimm is actually rather friendly towards Tiger, it likes cats, I guess.Grimm is a fictive/fictional introject of Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez from Bleach.💀 ANP

⭐️ Tiger

Emoji: ⭐️⭐️ Tom
⭐️ He/Him
⭐️ 6 yrs (In cat years, apparently)
⭐️ Fictive/Fictional Introject
⭐️ Unknown Role
⭐️ Formed: 2017Tiger really only hangs around with Grimm. He displays his displeasure on being a human, and is not use to being one; Tiger still behaves much like a cat when he fronts.He is a fictive/fictional introject of Tigerstar from Warrior Cats. And acts exactly like him though he says he poses no threat.⭐️ ANP

Unsure Parts...

These are parts/alters that we are uncertain that are still here.
Due to being unsure if they are dormant or not. OR if they've ever existed at all.🍓Kai is here; its claimed that he fused but we are still unsure of it. Since we don't actually know if we've ever experience fusion.

🌟 Kai

Emoji: 🌟🌟 Cis Male
🌟 He/Him
🌟 Straight
🌟 23-34 yrs (Age Slider - Usually 33)
🌟 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🌟 Primary Protector, Main Caretaker
🌟 Formed: October 26, 2018Kai is our Primary Protector, meaning; he is the main one who protects the whole system.
He's a fictive/fictional introject of Kaito Momota from Danganronpa V3.
He mainly is referred to as "Kai".UPDATE: Kai has been dormant for a long time, we are unsure of his whereabouts but his disappearance caused a lot of stress in the system.🌟 Kai's main discomfort is talking in-depth about his source. He can handle fanart but anything else is a no.
🌟 ANP

🔶Ryuu

Emoji: 🔶🔶 Cis Male
🔶 He/Him
🔶 30 yrs
🔶 OC Fictive/Fictional Introject
🔶 Unknown Role
🔶 Formed: Jan 22, 2017Ryuu is an OC Fictive/Fictional Introject from my OC; Ryuu!
A corrupted King who is full of himself.The "full of himself" is true to his source, he is VERY full of himself. But in a more positive light; encouraging those near front to take pride in themselves and to only care for themselves.Though he also lacks empathy towards other people, caring more about himself or the system.Ryuu formed in 2017 while we were on amino, doing most of the posting along with Jude. But HE LOVED all the attention he got from there.
Since leaving amino, he just fell back asleep until very recently woke back up.🔶 ANP

🐝 Madison

Emoji: 🐝🐝 Cis Female
🐝 She/Her
🐝 Straight
🐝 23 yrs
🐝 ISH
🐝 Formed: October 2, 2019Madi is more of an Internal Self-Helper and hasn't front at all, as far as we are aware.
But she has a kind soul, that tries to stay positive and spread positivity to those around her. She's also can hold her ground and basically not someone to be pushed around.🐝 Madison is Native American, with curly hair, and not African American (as we previously thought).
🐝 EP