The Straws System
Hello,
We are The Straws System.
This is an introduction to all of us.♕ Diagnosed with DID
♕ Body's Age: 26
♕ Alter Count: 40
♕ "➣" means: Frequent Fronters
System Notes
🍓 We are discovering more about our system every day as we get older - there may be alters that WERE here but are not anymore. As we are unsure if they were actually parts, fragments, or just a delusion.
Thank you for understanding.🍓 Fictives will have their own category unless they're frequent fronters, just so it's organized
🍓 "EP" means "Emotional Part" and "ANP" means "Apparently Normal Part"
🍓 Emojis mean who is fronting on our Discord Status, ex:
"f: 🌟"
👑 Jude | Noctis
Emoji: 👑👑 Transmasc Genderfluid
👑 Pronouns: ANY
He/It/They/She
👑 Aegosexual / Demiromantic
👑 2-26 yrs (Age Slider/Age Regressor)Often feels small - why do you think we're here?👑 Host, Trauma Holder
👑 Formed: 2010-2011Jude is the main host of the system, he has been host for a very long time. They also hold trauma and memories since our other part Shaun, integrated/temporarily fused with him.
She handles with making us look NORMAL. As we can...be....They can just handle being out longer than us.👑 EP
💜 Keke
Emoji: 💜💜 Transwoman
💜 She/Her , They/Them
💜 Bisexual / Poly
💜 20-23 yrs (Age Slider)
💜 Fictive/Fictional Introject
💜 sorta Gatekeeper of memories
💜 Formed: June 20, 2018Keke has been around for 6 years since finding out we were a system. She has had a long journey of discovery and healing.
She use to be more active in the system but has now taken a step back, and occasionally comes around.She is a fictive of Kokichi Ouma from Danganronpa V3.💜 Taken to Shylo and Mayhem from our system. (But she is open to more partners)
💜 ANP
🩸 Mayhem
Emoji:🩸🩸 This Thing
🩸 any pronouns
🩸 I like everyone!
🩸 Ages with the body
🩸 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🩸 Social Alter/Protector/Caretaker
🩸 Formed: December 20, 2021Mayhem formed during a stressful time in our life along with Jude "manifesting" Midori YTTD for the fun of it.
He started out as just a part that smokes but has grown into a protector.They lack empathy towards outside people, and are sorta there to take on the heavy emotions by not feeling any of it, or having any attachment to it.
He views himself as a doll more than a human, and takes interest in learning how humans work.Mayhem is a fictional introject/fictive of Midori/Sou Hiyori from Your Turn To Die/YTTD.🩸 Taken to Keke, Cres, and Calli from our system.
🩸 ANP
🌙 Cres
Emoji: 🌙🌙 Transmasc Genderfluid
🌙 Any pronouns
(He/They/She)
🌙 Pansexual
🌙 23 yrs
🌙 Fictive/Fictional Introject
🌙 Protector
🌙 Formed: June 3, 2022Cres was our first and only OC fictive that we were aware of, at the time.
They started out kind of lost in life because of this. Where expectations of being accurate to their source were only on his mind.It took some time, but she learned to love life and is still accepting that they don't have to live to unrealistic expectations.
Cres mostly acts a voice of reason to the system during or after times of stress.
They follow logic and their empathy towards other people.Cres is also a voice of reason to their partners; Mayhem and Calli.
He's also just more carefree and has that childish whimsy that cheers us up when we need it.
They're also mostly the keeper of knowledge of our DND character they're sourced from.Cres is a fictional introject/fictive of our DND OC; Crescent/Cres.🌙 Taken to Mayhem and Calli from our system.
🌙 ANP
💚 Calli
Emoji:💚 Transwoman
💚 She/He
💚 Pan or Bi, I like both but mostly women <3
💚 Old Enough.
💚 Fictive/Fictional Introject
💚 Protector/Caretaker/Anger Holder
💚 Formed: December 22, 2022Calli started out by not wanting to do ANYTHING with the system. To; being the most important part in our system.She forms from Mayhem and mostly holds all of our anger. Calli is more determined to keep boundaries, and her priorities are:
Look out for the system first.
Any other relations come after.Holding all this anger and believing she is above all else gives him power. Which is currently needed to prevent from "being used".Calli is a fictional introject/fictive of our bestie's DND OC...
But she has grown from that, but never forget your roots. (Source)
She's Chappell Roan now.💚 Taken to Cres and Mayhem from our system.
💚 EP
➣ Dion
Emoji: 🪷🪷 Cis Male
🪷 He/It
🪷 OLD HE'S A DEMON KJFHJSJ
🪷 Fictive
🪷 Unknown Role
🪷 Formed: June 25, 2023UH OH, HERE HE COMES.Dion is still pretty new BUT enjoys his time fronting; despite knowing he is not in his old body.
He is sort of disappointed that he is no longer a demon and having a "perfect" body.Not much else is known about him, he just likes vibing around and witness other people. We suppose he does take interest in being human again.
(We're unsure if he's apart of Mayhem's system or not)It is a fictive of Douma from Demon Slayer.🪷 ANP
➣ Taro
Emoji: 🥑🥑 Cis Male
🥑 He/Him
🥑 Gay
🥑 24 yrs
🥑 Fictive
🥑 Protector/Caretaker
🥑 Formed: August 9, 2019Taro is the third caretaker for our littles, but nowadays he takes care of the host when he regresses. Taro is mainly a protector as well, as Kai goes dormant for a long time. He and Keke are the two you will see in the front other than Jude.He is a fictive of Rantaro Amami from Danganronpa V3.Taro is very laid-back and gets along with almost about anyone.🥑 Taken to Aiden from our system.
🥑 ANP
➣ Aiden
Emoji: 🚬🚬 Cis Male
🚬 He/Him
🚬 Bisexual
🚬 27 yrs
🚬 Fictive
🚬 Persecutor, Protector
🚬 Formed: August 9, 2019Aiden claims not to be a bad guy, and he really isn't. He only harms the body by having a cigarette addiction.
He copes by lighting one.
He says what he wants to say to your face, very forward, usually. But Aiden is chill around anyone.Aiden is a fictive of Tohru Adachi from Persona 4.🚬 Taken to Taro from our system.
🚬 EP
➣ Donnie
Emoji: 🪚🪚 Cis Male
🪚 He/Him
🪚 Fictive
🪚 Unknown Role
🪚 Formed: January 6, 2023Donnie is a kind of a goofy dude, he's much like his source with not having much goals in life. He's more contempt with having a roof over his head, has some good food and can indulge in himself.He's also not entirely human; having dog ears and a tail in the headspace. Donnie also REALLY loves dogs; loves playing with them, walking em, etc. He cares for em a lot.
(He also gets urges to bark whenever dogs bark- LOTS of restraint for him sdkjfh)Donnie is a fictive of Denji from Chainsaw Man🪚 ANP (?)
➣ Meruem
Emoji: 🐢
(This is so awkward....sorry for stealing THE emoji -Jude)🐢 Male
🐢 He/Him
🐢 Fictive
🐢 Unknown Role
🐢 Formed: August 21, 2022(I called Childe genshin fictive but I was wrong -Jude)
LORDY LORD. HOW DID WE GET HERE??
VERY recent split and he seems to be making himself at home.
Meruem claims to have memory of not having a grasp on his identity until he saw his source and decided that was the character he wanted to identify with.He is teaching the host about how fictives can be different from their source. But since Meruem is also non-human, he seems fascinated in learning about them more through the host. And giving a different perspective to things.
The really big thing that Meruem took from his source was "The strong must protect the weak"
Guess he may be a protector? We don't know yet.Meruem is a fictive of Meruem from Hunter x Hunter🐢 ANP (?)
Shaun
Emoji: 🔱🔱 Cis Male
🔱 He/Him
🔱 Gayass
🔱 17-22 yrs (Age Slider)
🔱 Fictive
🔱 Former Persecutor, Now: Protector
🔱 Formed: 2008-2009 or even older....Shaun is one of the first alters the host was aware of and has been around for awhile protecting the host. He has presented himself to be the "monster" in the system but has learned better ways to deal with his pain that he holds.
Shaun is pretty much chill now and very clingy to the host.🔱 Taken to Jude
🔱 EP
Kai
Emoji: 🌟🌟 Cis Male
🌟 He/Him
🌟 Straight
🌟 23-34 yrs (Age Slider - Usually 33)
🌟 Fictive
🌟 Primary Protector, Main Caretaker
🌟 Formed: October 26, 2018Kai is our Primary Protector, meaning; he is the main one who protects the whole system.
He's a fictive of Kaito Momota from Danganronpa V3.
He mainly is referred to as "Kai".
(Also the system's boomer)
(I am not -Kai )UPDATE: Kai has been dormant for a long time, we are unsure of his whereabouts but his disappearance caused a lot of stress in the system. But we are healing together.🌟 Kai's main discomfort is talking in-depth about his source. He can handle fanart but anything else is a no.
🌟 ANP
Prof.
Emoji: ⚰️⚰️ The Professor/Prof/Doc
⚰️ Male
⚰️ It/Its , They/Them , He/Him
⚰️ Aroace
⚰️ Dead. He's old.
⚰️ Unknown Role
⚰️ Formed: September 21, 2021The Professor is a recent alter who seems to be the system's "therapist". It claims to have a past life, before he died, and was a successful Doctor/Professor/Therapist. They often change their story but it's all the same in it's head.Prof takes interest in other people and their psychology.⚰️ ?
Allen
Emoji: 🎻🎻 Cis Male
🎻 He/Him
🎻 Gay
🎻 40 yrs
🎻 Caretaker, ISH
🎻 Formed: July 4, 2018Allen is one of the two caretakers that take care of the littles inside, alongside with his husband. He suffers from anxiety but tries to think more logically. He's also very organized and tidy. Allen does all of the work inside and doesn't like to front.🎻 Taken/Married to Kamron from our system.
🎻 ANP
Kamron
Emoji: 🐲🐲 Cis Male
🐲 He/Him
🐲 Gay
🐲 39 yrs
🐲 Caretaker, ISH
🐲 Formed: July 4, 2018Kamron is the second caretaker of our littles, alongside with Allen. Kam is half-dragon and half-human, his face-claim is accurate except he has dragon features. Such as; horns, claws and a tail.
He is more of an optimist and gets along with the littles perfectly, he's also there to help with Allen's anxiety. Kamron prefers to be an internal helper.🐲 Taken/Married to Allen from our system
🐲 ANP
Zane
Emoji: 🌕🌕 Cis Male
🌕 He/Him , They/Them, It/Its
🌕 Unknown Age (Said to be 1000 yrs old)
🌕 Gatekeeper, Protector, ISH
🌕 Formed: 2001Zane says he has been with the host for a long time, from when the body was 3-4 yrs old. He is very spiritual and deeply connected with the stars/space/the moon. He is said to live up there, and he does in our inner world.
He is a dragon the looks after the whole system, guiding everyone.🌕 EP
Leon
Emoji: 🥀🥀 Non-binary
🥀 They/Them , He/Him
🥀 14 yrs
🥀 Middle
🥀 Formed: October 20, 2018Leon is a very quiet one, often comes out only after stressful events and no one else is available.
They are kind of emotionless but they're actually growing and starting to recognize that they do have emotions.
They are you typical "emo" and likes it.🥀 EP
Madison
Emoji: 🐝🐝 Cis Female
🐝 She/Her
🐝 Straight
🐝 23 yrs
🐝 ISH
🐝 Formed: October 2, 2019Madi is more of an Internal Self-Helper and hasn't front at all, as far as we are aware.
But she has a kind soul, that tries to stay positive and spread positivity to those around her. She's also can hold her ground and basically not someone to be pushed around.🐝 Madison is Native American, with curly hair, and not African American
🐝 EP
Jay
Emoji: 🦚🦚 Cis Male
🦚 He/Him
🦚 Pansexual
🦚 20 yrs
🦚 Social Alter
🦚 Formed: March 2015We didn't know Jay was a separate alter from the host for a long time. He went by the same name as the host, and thought he was the host as well.
Jay now just comes and go as he pleases, usually to flirt and then leaves. Jay is more interested in our love life more than anyone is.
Other than that, not much is known about him🦚 ANP
Deavon
Emoji: 🐺🐺 Cis Male
🐺 He/Him
🐺 Asexual
🐺 27 yrs
🐺 Protector
🐺 Formed: 2008-2010Pronounced as "Dee-von" but spelled like Deavon.Deavon is one of the long time protectors that has been dormant until recently. He is a werewolf that prefers to stay in his wolf form.
Deavon speaks in third person, ex; "Deavon speaks like this, Deavon is happy to see you!"He is more active at night and will come out if no one else is available, he's very innocent and knows little of social media.🐺 ANP
Bessie
Emoji: 🐮🐮 Cis Female
🐮 She/Her
🐮 Protector
🐮 Formed: April 7, 2023Randall, there is a cow in the headspace.
Don't fucking laugh.Bessie is an anthropomorphic cow that formed for reasons we rather not disclose. But she is here to help the system, none the less.She doesn't really come out often, only to do her job and then leave. But she is very cheerful, kind and happy-go-lucky type of gal! Very friendly with everyone as well from what we can tell.(We need to actually draw her bc she's an anthro cow and not a feral cow 😭 )🐮 ANP
Fictives
What are fictives/fictional introjects?"Fictional introjects, also called fictives, are alters that are based off of fictional people or characters."- We hyperfixate a lot and therefore have formed more fictives.
- Please don't mention their source unless you ask them if it's okay, some of them do not like to discuss their source.
- Treat them like a human, they're not just "your fav character" , they're people with real emotions. Just don't be weird to them.
- Don't compare them to their source character as well.
Proxy
Emoji: 💖💖 Cis Female
💖 She/Her
💖 24 yrs
💖 OC Fictive
💖 Unknown Role
💖 Formed: May 23, 2023Proxy is an OC Fictive from my OC; The Proxy Star.
Not much is known about her other than her entire being is "girls just wanna have fun!"She enjoys a good drink and enjoys being out in front, even if we are doing chores. She cares little for other people in our lives, unless they bring attention to HER.Quite the loner but also doesn't mind the company is if it's handed to her.💖 ANP
Ryuu
Emoji: 🔶🔶 Cis Male
🔶 He/Him
🔶 30 yrs
🔶 OC Fictive
🔶 Unknown Role
🔶 Formed: Jan 22, 2017Ryuu is an OC Fictive from my OC; Ryuu!
A corrupted King who is full of himself.The "full of himself" is true to his source, he is VERY full of himself. But in a more positive light; encouraging those near front to take pride in themselves and to only care for themselves.Though he also lacks empathy towards other people, caring more about himself or the system.Ryuu formed in 2017 while we were on amino, doing most of the posting along with Jude. But HE LOVED all the attention he got from there.
Since leaving amino, he just fell back asleep until very recently woke back up.🔶 ANP
Kadie
Emoji: 🎵🎵 Cis Female
🎵 She/Her
🎵 Lesbian
🎵 19 yrs
🎵 Fictive
🎵 Caretaker
🎵 Formed: June 5, 2019Kadie's role is that she is the main caretaker of her group that consists of; Madison, Leon and Nagito. She is very sweet and caring about her group and to others as well!She is a fictive of Kaede Akamatsu from Danganronpa V3.She loves talking to others and showing kindness to those she meets.
Kadie is also kinda silly.🎵 ANP
Shylo
Emoji: 🔎🔎 Cis Male
🔎 He/Him
🔎 Bisexual / Poly
🔎 22 yrs
🔎 Fictive
🔎 ISH
🔎 Formed: September 24, 2019Shylo arrived and integrated/fused with our past alter, Keith. He is still trying to find his place in the system, same as before when he was Keith. He's more calm and ready to face the reality of being in a system.Shylo is a fictive of Shuichi Saihara from Danganronpa V3.🔎 Taken to Keke from our system
🔎 EP
Merci
Emoji: 🔪🔪 Cis Female (?)
🔪 She/Her , It/Its
🔪 26 yrs
🔪 Fictive
🔪 Physical Protector
🔪 Formed: October 14, 2020Merci formed as more of a physical protector for the system, she is more quiet about her existence in the system and it took some time for her to come forward. She occasionally comes out if Kai isn't around.Merci is a fictive of Maki Harukawa from Danganronpa V3.🔪 ANP
Sage
Emoji: 🕯🕯 Cis Male (?)
🕯 He/Him , They/Them , It/Its
🕯 24 yrs
🕯 Fictive
🕯 Unknown Role
🕯 Formed: December 2021Sage is very new to the system but they are not shocked by it. It is fascinating to him, actually.
Not much is known about Sage except he will join in on the discussion of human beings and their behaviours with Mayhem and The Proff. Sometimes he will leave "fun facts" from time to time to the host.Sage is a fictive of Korekiyo Shinguuji from Danganronpa V3.🕯 ?
Lio
Emoji: 🐉🐉 Male/Non-Binary
🐉 He/Him, They/Them
🐉 Bisexual
🐉 30 yrs
🐉 Fictive
🐉 Protector
🐉 Formed: July 24th, 2020Lio hasn't spoken until recently and has quickly grown accustomed to the system, finding their role as a protector.
He is not afraid to speak his mind and can't really read on social cues. They still are very polite and kind towards new people. He is literally the only one that can get Jude to do anything. Lio believes in you gotta be determine if you set your mind on achieving something.They are a fictive of Lio Fotia from Promare.🐉 ANP
Emoji: 🍕🍕 Cis Male (?)
🍕 He/Him
🍕 Gay
🍕 26 yrs
🍕 Fictive
🍕 Unknown Role
🍕 Formed: August 7, 2020Galo is still sorta new to the system, we don't know much about him other than he hangs with Lio in the innerworld.He is a fictive of Galo Thymos from Promare.🍕 ANP
Emoji: ⛓⛓ Cis Female (?)
⛓ She/He
⛓ 21 yrs
⛓ Fictive
⛓ Unknown Role
⛓ Formed: March 26, 2021Chain has popped her head around once or twice, she seems to be trying to understand her situation before anything else. We usually can't find her in the headspace, but Zane mentions she's around.Chain is a fictive of Chain Sumeragi from Kekkai Sensen.I am very good at hiding and drinking. -Chain⛓ ANP
Emoji: 💀💀 Cis Male
💀 He/Him , It/Its
💀 Unknown Age (Might be Ageless)
💀 Fictive
💀 Unknown Role
💀 Formed: 2011-2012Grimmjow, or Grimm, has always been around but was hiding for a long time and decided to come out after Shaun temporarily fused with the host.
He rather not say why but he is still trying to get use to being in a system.
Grimm is actually rather friendly towards Tiger, it likes cats, I guess.Grimm is a fictive of Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez from Bleach.💀 ANP
Emoji: ⭐️⭐️ Tom
⭐️ He/Him
⭐️ 6 yrs (In cat years, apparently)
⭐️ Fictive
⭐️ Unknown Role
⭐️ Formed: 2017Tigerstar, or Tiger, really only hangs around with Grimm. He displays his displeasure on being a human and is not use to being one; Tiger still behaves much like a cat when he fronts.He is a fictive of Tigerstar from Warrior Cats. And acts exactly like him though he says he poses no threat.⭐️ ANP